Tag: composing

  • The most common reason creative people stall (and it’s not motivation)

    The most common reason creative people stall (and it’s not motivation)

    Most creative stalls come from unclear next steps, not lack of motivation.

    Creative ambiguity is a red flag to the muse. The muse won’t hang around if you are unsure what to do even if your motivation is high. Maintaining high motivation is nigh on impossible. So how can we stop our creativity becoming an unbreachable path?

    Motivation is unreliable

    My alarm goes off. I don’t really want to get up. Some mornings are different though, I feel energised and ready to take on the world. Unfortunately, my motivation tends toward the first scenario.

    The muse is also an elusive creature. There are two views, the first is go with the flow and see what happens, the other is to grab the proverbial by the horns and act. The muse doesn’t stick to a schedule but we can. Being creative isn’t about hanging around and waiting for the muse to drag us to the desk, or wherever we create. It is about going to that place and meeting the muse there, or even summoning them.

    Ambiguity creates friction

    So, do I do this or that? If we have this discussion with ourselves we are using creative energy the wrong way. In fact we are unlikely to use the energy to create and we will procrastinate on what to do. Getting to the desk in one thing, knowing what to do when we get there is something else. How many times have you placed your writing equipment, lined up your paints or pencils, opened that music creation software and then… nothing? Or perhaps you look longingly at your creative space and think, I’m just not quite sure what to do. Hint: just do something, push through the friction.

    Large tasks trigger avoidance

    Not knowing what to do is one issue, another is making that first step, or task, too big. If you think of creating something specific for just fifteen minutes you might keep going for another fifteen, and then even longer. But if you know your task will take an hour or more you are less likely to even begin.

    I spoke about big goals last time out. It is the same here, your motivation is fine, but sometimes the task is just too big. Ambiguity creates friction, but so do big tasks.

    Clear, tiny steps reduce resistance

    Knowing what to do and keeping that task short and sweet will remove resistance. I used to have tasks that were too broad, I had tasks like draft blog, or edit blog. Now I have specific, short tasks like write 5 bullet points. Then expand bullet points to 300 – 500 words. Each task is clear, I know what I should be doing. And each task has an outcome, something that is tangible to take to the next step.

    I used to have three or four vague tasks. I now have many more tasks, but they are all short and simple. Little steps are much easier than jumps into the abyss.

    Progress restarts with clarity

    If you know what to do it is much easier. If you are stuck in a creative rut and the muse isn’t on schedule then clarity is required. Projects that have stalled and lost their way can find new impetus. You still have to do the work, but knowing what next tangible step to take, will get your creative journey moving.

    Conclusion

    It doesn’t matter how small the task is. Work out what it is and then do it. It is easy to blame motivation, and that may be an issue from time to time. However, I have found that most of my creative projects stall due to not having a clear next step. What is your next small step?


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  • You (and me) are the barrier to creativity

    You (and me) are the barrier to creativity

    you are the barrier to creativity text and image or me in front of a fence with barbed wire

    I have discovered that the biggest barrier to creativity is myself. It might well be the same for you as well. In this week’s vlog, I look at three ways to overcome the barriers we create for ourselves.


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  • Music to journal by is released

    Music to journal by is both a soundtrack to accompany your own journaling practice and a musical soundscape exploring the creative journal process in four movements.

    Music to Journal by is a musical journey, an odyssey through the creative process. Now creativity is never set and can take many forms. The process can be complex and varied or simple and straightforward. But I distilled stages that I find often repeated in my own creative process into the four steps presented here. I then sought to express these steps as musical soundscapes. (read on or watch and listen below)

    It begins with confusion and stubbornness as you come face to face with the blank page. Overcome adversity the blank page. Emotions, doubts, fears, and dreams all seek purchase in a cacophony of conflicting thoughts. To start or not. To create or not. The first mark, the first word, the first note… when will they appear. Turn up, and overcome adversity.

    We demand inspiration as we go through the Invocation of the Muse. We summon forth in rituals, words, and laments. We seek the muse through dreams, pilgrimages and actions. Sometimes we just need to be still. He, she, they may be there, waiting for us to give them space to inspire. Seek and ye shall find, if you have ears, listen.

    At some point in the creative process, we find ourselves in a creative flow. Words, brush strokes or melodies are poured out. The creative dam breaks as we Let art Emerge. Time can find little meaning here, minutes or hours may pass in the seeming blink of an eye, or flourish of a pen.

    At some point, time does become a thing again. At some point, we realise we have our creation. Our canvas, our words, our score; your art, your page, your music is complete, this is the time to rest to breathe. Exhale. It is created.

    This is Music to journal by. This is my creative process. This is my musical interpretation of that process, my soundscape. I share it with you and pray it may resonate with you in your own creative process. Art can heal, I offer a little musical medicine.

    Streaming links


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  • Facing and dealing with Imposter Syndrome

    I’ve been struggling with Imposter Syndrome recently. I have a major project almost ready to go but I am dithering. You can read more below or watch the video.

    Who am I? Am I a composer and writer? This week’s been one of dealing with exactly that, imposter syndrome.

    Imposter syndrome is, amongst other things, the fear of being found out that we are not who we say we are. And I have been doing this quite a lot recently.

    The thing is, I have to create. We could get all metaphysical with it. The muse possesses the artist and what will be will be, or it is just my way of dealing with the emotions and thoughts jumping around within. The so-called creative flow.

    The point is that I create no matter what anyone else thinks or even cares. So there is no reason for this imposter syndrome to even be in the same room.

    However, apart from real external and physical illnesses, imposter syndrome can be one of the worst creative maladies and can be debilitating.

    It hits at a very bad time. It hits when we are being creative or even have been creative. We’ve actually done the hardest part, which is to turn up, to start and be creative. I have done the work, yet now the doubts arise.

    For me, it has come at an interesting juncture. I am nearing the completion of a project that has its roots back in around 2015. It has been on and off the back burner more times than a pot roast since then. But during the past few months, I have been getting things together and the project is nearly there. I am just around the corner to finally releasing Music to journal by a collection of musical soundscapes that plot the journey from the blank page to completed art. But I find myself hiding around that corner.

    I question my ability. The roots of this, like so many other creative and many anxieties, lie beyond. Things I can’t control, the thoughts of others and comparison with others. The deadly sins of worry.

    Imposter syndrome has us believe that we can’t create and that what we are creating isn’t good enough. That we will be found out as a fraud and phoney. You call yourself a composer Darren? Beethoven was deaf and he wrote better music than you! Do you think you can make musical soundscapes that can move people’s feelings? You need to listen to Hans Zimmer’s work on Inception and Interstellar for how to do that! Whatever you and I create, we face the danger of being an imposter, and we sink further into that syndrome as we compare ourselves with others. There is no easy answer. All we can do is say, it doesn’t matter how good others are, how others work or what others create. This is my creation, and that is what you create.

    It doesn’t matter what others think of your or my creations. As I mentioned earlier, we create, it is what we do, and what we need to be. I am not an imposter for doing what I need. I create, therefore I am. We can all improve. But improvement has nothing to do with impersonating someone else and being who we are not… unless, of course, your creativity is expressed through being an impersonator.

    I create and I share what I create. If anyone likes it, and connects to it, then that is wonderful. If not, it doesn’t matter. It’s time for me to turn the final corner and share what I have been creating. Just be who you are and create.

    Music to journal by will also be available shortly.


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  • Creative Field Notes 18th — 23rd July 2021

    My week has been very creative, although it feels like I haven’t achieved much. I suppose that’s down to not having completed things. These creative field notes are very much concerning works in progress. But that is the idea behind posting this each week.

    fig 1

    Songs and Music

    I’m still working on the tracks that, I hope, will become a new album in the near future. I have a working list of ten tracks in various stages of (de)composition.

    There’s also a soundtrack being composed inspired by the word emerge… it’s all butterflies and stuff… what do butterflies sound like, and what is the sound of them emerging from their cocoon? I’m doing a video series about that process, and the first video in the playlist is here.

    Art and images

    Did an ink splat to tie in with this week’s creative prompt. That’s fig 1 at the top of the page.

    Journals and planners

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    Did a little page for my art/thoughts/meme journal, I don’t have a real name for this journal. It is a part image, part word journal, and I am using my Iconic journal.

    Words and stories

    When it comes to text, blog posts and marketing have been in the work/freelance pile this week. I’d love to spend more time writing fiction… but my desire is obviously not enough at the moment to actually do anything about it.

    Inspiration

    Currently reading:

    The Saints of Salvation by Peter F Hamilton. This is the final book in his recent Salvation Sequence Trilogy. I am thoroughly enjoying these. And my favourite line this week, which also gives a glimpse at what the content is…

    We just don’t have the psychology to deal with Armageddon

    The Saints of Salvation Peter F Hamilton

    Currently listening:

    The Moon is blue by Future Islands

    From Bills & Aches & Blues (40 years of 4AD). This is a compilation album celebrating 40 years of 4AD. And that makes me feel even older, seeing as I have a few very early 4AD recordings on original vinyl. I love Future Islands and I love Colourbox, who originally recorded The moon is blue. And this is a pretty good cover version.


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  • How I make music – where ideas come from

    I am composing a piece of music and I thought I would share the process with you. This is the first video and I share where the ideas come from. These are the bare bones and early thoughts and ideas, but in the next few videos, we’ll see where the muse takes me and what happens. Join me on this creative venture and let me know any questions you have.


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